Went to my monthly RESOLVE meeting last night.  Saw some new faces.  There were six of us total and it nice to hear some stories.  I was the only one that was really emotional because I was the only one that had experienced a loss.  So the box of tissues stayed close by.
I sometimes feel like I talk about my struggles too much, and one woman said she doesn't talk about it much because she doesn't want people to pity her.
I never actually thought about that.  I tell people because I want people to know that's it a real thing that real people struggle with.  I don't tell people because I want them to feel bad for me.  I am a strong person and a fighter and I don't need people to feel bad for me.  I just want people to know what I am going through.  Just in case they come face to face with a similar struggle or know someone who is.  
So please don't feel bad for me.  I feel bad enough for myself.  I want you to find strength in my struggle and know that it's okay to talk about it and it's okay to not talk about it too.
 
 
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