Therapeutic

I have found that blogging, even if it's about nothing at all, has become very therapeutic for me.  I share this blog with everyone I can think of.  It important for me to share my experience so people will know they are not alone.  There are people suffering from infertility and pregnancy loss all over the world.  Some live their lives childless, others will spend every penny they have to make their dream a reality.

There is no right or wrong, there are only the decisions you choose to live with.  Todd and I are going to continue to fight.  We now know we can get pregnant.  We know we can get pregnant with healthy babies.  The trick will be keeping them safe and warm until it's time for them to come out and be part of our family.

For anyone out there reading this that has experienced a loss, or had experienced a struggle to conceive.

You are not alone.  I'm here and I will support you.

An hour from now...

I will be meeting with my RE to talk about what's next for me.  We established that I can get pregnant.  I can get pregnant with healthy babies too.  This is her job is to get me pregnant.

My OB is the one that has to keep them there. 

So I'll update this as soon as I am done at the appointment so I can go over what my protocol will be for my first try after my miscarriage.

Stay tuned for all the exciting details!!  HAHA!!

UPDATE:

So I am to start taking Provera on March 7th when Todd leaves for Connecticut.  By the time he gets back I should be expecting my period.  Then it's Clomid 150mg for 5 days and then Follistim after that.  I'll order my trigger and progesterone in a couple of weeks and get ready.  The RE advised I shouldn't expect to get pregnant on my first cycle like I did the last time.  It could take a few rounds and that is fine.  At least I'm starting the cycles and we can start trying for a miracle.